Stuart was my son and I was and still am very proud of his achievements in life. He had so much more to offer. The pain of losing him is always there. There is a huge gap in our lives that will never be filled. Xmas is coming, a time he loved more than any and we all miss him so very much. But we will go through the motions for him, for his memory. I love you my darling son and I don't think my heart will ever mend. xxxxx